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Dear MM,
I hope u are understanding the narcs/snakes.
You will be surrounded by them - trying to become 1 of them..
the best 1.
That is what approval of seniors, money would do to you.
It re-writes your morals values and destiny.
Your morals, wont be gone, but you wont abide by them
They ll make it un-kool.
If you want to move away - there are strats for that too.
Narcs make money bonds
the definition of life : as people and how we know them : is questioned.
This is your 'choice'
1 has to see thorough the emotions and ego : a vision of future.
The future : would look same as now : thats the weight of this choice : 'now'.
Fights and more karma : is the way out of this 'now = future'
time feels 'slow'
nothing would change : would be the moment
Breaks of silence : are most precious gifts from god...
how much of 'time' is needed : depends on how much your habitus triggers you.
the unrealized addiction of people and their effect
and alkhuhul/ciagras.
This takes years : takes visiting all past 'hard choices'/metaverses : to feel 'why' of it..
the 'choices' : their cost becomes apparent.
The blows to 'ego' : are undeniable.
It takes years.
it takes silence.
To understand 'i/1'.
The choices : become easier : and they never feel wrong.
The results : would feel wrong.
but your actions wont feel wrong.
worst : you ll feel happy about wrong results.
it is a 'path' of 'choices'. imaginary, yet hardest.
I can hope for a destination : but i wont even know if it is the final 1
...i dont even know : if we will ever meet each other...
..it is a lot of choices and synchronicities/randomness
this metaverse : is an example of randomness.
relationships : too much of a 'approval' to describe this ....
'choices' : they may let you to your 1s...
it seems like a purpose : purpose which leads to people and 'worth'.