"why am i doing this? how would this help in 'future'?"

...that was the question : which made my mondays : quite difficult

it is a question : which we stop asking ourselves..from skool to kallege to professional life.

realized that the question disappears when :
the work is good..
the focus : is in 'auto' mode.
Life looks good, and decisions seems aligned.

That seems like a good life...to work for, to fight for.

just like a chef : cooking his 'life' 🤍