The 0 journey : changes you to the core.

03 Feb 2025

The 0 journey : changes you to the core.
The things which may have appealed to 1 : earlier : no longer do.

The things/events : start looking like 'intents' : the hyenas and sheep

It really is 'money' : different kinds of 'approval'... fame, or the society claps : approval of having made it.

Recently : went to an alumni event...
didnt really attend it...
just like a 'shaadi' of cheap kinds : loudspeakers / money and sheep paying for the shallow celebrations.

It was skool : but it wasnt the same. People took the most flowchart/safe path to money...
and asking the society to approve it all ..

and they do : quorum of avg performers

The same thing is about google...
i did expect some apologies and negotiations : in 2022..

but 2 years of this 'journey'...and seeing thru people and their mindless aims to get 'approval'..
seems absolutely worthless.

It all leads to the same pattern : earn money, more money and more claps..
and then : some1 else would do the same : and the 'compete' continues - for money.

the sheep : clap to keep the compete : going.

No new : just more slavery for money : to 'win'.

That was just the last alumni meet and any attempt to 'connect' to 'past'...
past : the skool : the principal : reduced the memory to just page 3 frakas and getting their picture pasted as another 'nothing' time waste.

The same pattern : is for google and its googlers..
Their win : was always page 3, money, fame and approval of different kinds - their brand and habitus.

There is no 'loop breaker' in all this.
or any incentive to do it.

It is so intense and so consuming - this cycle of 'approval'.

Rich people : indians : more stingier thant the 'poor' : who would want to connect with those ?
just association?

further thoughts...

the entire incentive : was to meet the 'mentors' : none there...
they were sold : as attendees..
but the page 3 bois : played by some 'shaadi dj' : 1 maketh the money..
the other - the fame of being a kuk title holder.

good riddance : never going back to that hole and holes again.