i observed a common pattern...

01 Feb 2025

i observed a common pattern...
...these frens, collegues, seniors and betti/veronicas...
...are all 'smiley' at face...

but 'network' behind the scenes...
they feel byd u know...

being borne of privilege..
still not relevant - except for clothes/cars/spouses etx..
faku stories - baldies and 'titles'...

yet...would rush back to me ...
to eat my time..
take ideas...
sabotage them..
yet : sing my story and 'errors' : as their 'win'..

it was weird : to see startups tank...
ideas : being sold
and people : happy with my failure : and blame

while they sit and do jobs : demeaning jobs : for baldies

It was 'self worth'..
people would invest their time and money : in pretenses..
then the people known to them.

it is really the result of 90s values/education...
middle klass : is really a cockroach jar...
they all want to grow : but not 'together'...

doing this : just on my money : my time...
takes all the 'flukes' out of it ...
not that i care about it...
but for I : thats an identity earned : not coz i was borne with money/surname.

just what i learned : and

no 'time' for 'dreams' of the 'incapable/irrelevant'.

with no 'credit' to share?? 😃