love : seems missing from the story...

31 Jan 2025

love : seems missing from the story...
dear mau mau sita devi,

tell mrs diya chamaria : that it was real love..
real love : is delusional...
1 never knows : what is real, what is false

i know she wanted me : right there by her side..
doing things : which needed to be done..

it was bizzness : diya was sparkling
amit : as sigma

it was always match made in heaven.

I know : i am supposed to come in as 'daheej' in this holy matrimony..
but death: and broken mind / hand/ bank : told me 'i did not deserve her'...

and royality : of such healthy mind and body : with face..
wont ever be deserved by the stable boi.

such a responsible mother she was : in her 40s...
that matching up to her : become difficult...

she wanted to help : remain 'connected'...
to push and pull : this thin thread of 'love'...

but amit : was her match made in 'heaven'...

sorry for have failed her : she deserves 'the better man'. 😘

so take care of diya devi..
for i could not 'match up' : in googleys and dharma of money and cars.

i am too 'toxic' for her healthy ways of feminisim.