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I think engineering is 1 of the most rewarding careers 1 can go for.
But engineering : is not really about creating new() for last few decades.
It does involve 'learning'
Growth of career : with age : experience etx.
Just few balding lessons : google edition.
U learn from seniors : skills etx.
I learned 'something' at google cloud stint...
Kiran Bajwa : was / is "President"/Maharani of cloud
learning was 'primitive'... no skills, but realization
Pimping/ Hiramandi : are arts which still work in modern world.
No engineering : just hiring kuks of sales : and putting hired DEI veronicas to 'work'..
Mitesh Aggarwal
Engineering : was counting lan cables, electric..
just like any grocery shop : the traditional occupation of his caste.
It sold as engineering : just basic calculations and throwing in freebies.
Amit Kumar
this was 'memorable'
how an absolute nobody, would even 'dream' to compete.
there was no competition : in any dimension
the definition of 'man' : was challenged.
Money : won him veronica : but thats good : i could not have any 'coversation' with money betties dressing up as veronicas.
The worst part : the veronica did not believe in her veronica-ness.
I honestly showed her : what she was capable of : winning on her own.
And I did 'lose' : there is no denying that.
My wins : dont come with 'guilt'.
thats how 'conscience' : keeps clean
stack : has no pending tasks
and 'focus'...flows with 'time'.
I do wonder : what if i never joined google cloud...
went on to azure or aws or any other company...
would the same thing would ve happened?
probably not...
but : i dont regret any of it.
gratitude : for loses, is something which 1 learns with age.
Coz all said and done : even if things went 'according to plan'..
i wont be having a clean start : with my 'purpose'.
I always thought i ll get lazy 1ce i reach a 'cozy' place..
money, comfort would do that..
but it could not : i respected 'freedom' way too much.
regrets : none now.
but 'products' : lots to come.
The kind : i like : reliable : clicky : and predictable.
i can make it much bearable, takind identity out of it...
making a symbol of it...which can be borne by any1 who resonates.
Tx for the journey
...it seems to go on...i dont have any control over it.
here is to the weird journey life is : and stumbling and stopping to figure it all out.
I no perfect ; i dont know 'perfect' either 🙂