there is a sort of hindu bro code...
...lets be 'sympathetic' for the broken heart... 💔
even if it is amit or kinds...
coz... this 'feel' of helplessness .... is kind of dependent of some1 else's
'free will'...
love and free will .... are 2 very 'cruel' concepts...
in teenage .... we were told a fruity yet kinda accurate analogy...
aee amit
'thee lurv is like sand, hold it too tight...and it just slithers away'...
snake : lurv : slithering 😍
or something more fruity...
Ghalazals and dil broken bar - alkuhul and ghalals : the hidden jackpot of #banglaHole..
...
hope is like a 🪔 for my former wishful bi sister wifer lurver fren...
rock...fails to capture the depth of the helplessness...which ciagra kumar feels...
it is like ciagra loaded .... but no where to go...
a gun...with no targets...and even fewer bullets... 😂
but helplessness : is a feeling : which begs a question...
how did I get here?
further thoughts...
the whole rush - of shadow wars : i am getting in now...why it feels so 'good'..
amit taught me new kinda 'fun'...
i need not tell a zombie's story - he is busy..
but the new ashish/dobby : his heart is also in ?
feeling : they get caught....lets call this new dobyy bhikram 😂