I hope u enjoyed the 'meal' of daily bakras ...diff kinds of diversity..
caste, color, region, religion - all of us...
in some form or another...
Identity is an important word.
I want to create a new identity...
away from my 'past'.
I have been holding on...
coz i know patterns... 🙂
people and habitus...tends to come back..
for different reasons...
they break...
or they align...
all for a single reason ... association ..
a different kind of 'money'..
which i had ... and 'lost' : all invisible
invisible ways - time, focus.
I have to fight my wars now...
and past : tends to suck on time..
veronicas/amits : they all feel 'guilty'...
not really coz they 'miss' u..
but really they begin to realize the 'price' of 'ego'.
so that 'pattern' - is kind of debugged...
faces are forgotten...1 of my superpowers...
and i feel somewhat - complete.
logic has saved me - and consumed me...
and rewarded me too.
I shared it : as it was, is ...
but education : has to be 'pure' and without bias or flattery or respect or disrespect
I am going to 'code' now : I hope u learned 'logic' some critical thinking...
and U...
I feel the 'know' is complete : difficult to 'navigate'..
but know : is never 'easy'...
books are there : shiny glossy 1s with better names and surnames.
they sell u an idea...
i dont sell anything : coz in my 'culture' : know is a curse...
to know : haunts u : when it comes true : your worst expectations from people.
and thats where we are at.
my choices : wide open
but my choice : is already made.
A new identity. when it feels 'pure'.
I am not killing this account...
but would be back ...
'drafting' another novel : a delusional imaginary story...
sirajuddin daulas's balls...
and shanti karma's metaverse.
but code : and tech : that needs to be there..
to scale it.
Thanks and Tc...
I hope u have a great year - ashishtanwar : is zombie..
but 'rebirth' : thats a 'secret'.
further thoughts...
my tune... is mostly likey...