i can write 100k fruity words..
which wont change how this world works....
maybe humans prefer to lose time rather than accuracy...
and call that freedom/progress etx...
coz thats the only reason java makes sense to me as an engineer..
but weekedns : is all about baldies...
it is the love...which has no bounds...logical bounds...or even collaterals..
u can 'debug' something...when u have the jigra to go to bits and bytes..
the mental capacity...to get defeated..is the thing i call 'will'..
it is a feeling ...before i knew the word..
i never understood it...
i just only knew...that i could take what comes after it...
it wasnt a girl...
or even anything alive...for most peeps..
it was video games...
a place where precision and timing : was in demand...
and years of sneaking around...being berated for it...
beaten for it...and kinda guilted for it...
only made the 'love' stronger...
it dint mean 'games'...
it meant an interaction of raw kinds : first to the machine...
and then to humans...
and like most 'sane' humans...
hate turns to admiration...
not the defeated human would have it...
just coz how it looks : a grown up man : humbled by a kid : in time, strats and action
it creates a weird brotherhood : bound in merit and honesty..
most of us : dint even know why we really liked the arcade...
it was the company : a belief in each other abilities and knowing their shortcomings...
.......i dont really mean anything by all this...just admiration, love brotherhood and how it can propel u forward..
a family which is not indebted to you : but earned in respect and admiration.
1 ce u have felt this...nothing comes closer..
teams, frens...all become a shadow...
u are left wondering : why do teams/sports bind people together..
it is this feeling - a pure purpose and total addiction to it.
and thats really why i knew baldies wont win : even if familia is involved...
coz i was a black sheep of my familia : more so after 'duties'..
my wars : started with video games...
and ended till : i had enough...
i have 'time' : and u know how i can 'hack' it...
so please : run hide : mum dissapear : or 'face' time : i really couldnt care less...
i used u as fodder to spread the 'word' around...used u...
the feeling of being 'raped' : aint so nice ?
and this is like the grand daddy of examples we are talking about here ...
so i must insist : i walked u into the corner : as u imagined u did to me...
but : i rose a bit : more than 5 feets of UP bhaiyya glory : no?
i really dont care :
" 🐐 katega : sabko batega ": my version of desi sikularism :
'sabka 🐐 : sabki id' 😝