i keep burdening you peeps with these 'mixes/missed feels' like storie…

06 Dec 2024

i keep burdening you peeps with these 'mixes/missed feels' like stories..

these are weird stories - around capitalism/societia...

there are some stories...which are pure...and happy...
coz they are about friendship...and potential...

coz if u think i am a bit 'smart'...

.boi... i have u going...
...i am just a poor copy of some1...
she is supercomputer of humans before 1999
grace, sacrifice... the words cant define the courage..

her 5 foots - were/and maybe are the sweetest 5 foots known to mankind...

i just hope the story has a better end...
coz her 'magic' goes beyond 'india' 🙃

and her 'ansh' : maybe a good spouse ( up bullllma kinds 😁 )...

but her 'spark'...and her mind... is just amazing..

she was awesome in computers and tech...too good really...

some friends are 'caught' in time...

the 'results' dont really matter...
coz the 'inspiration'....was logic / grace and infinity of it...

and a weird respect...not love... not hate...

a knowing ...of what life has us do...and how ‘free’ we really are...

further thoughts...

this is not a love story...
and maybe not even a story...

when life gets a bit easy...
and i am done with all the 'engineering'...

then...maybe then... i ll have time to write this logic defying...story..which does end in love..
but not in 'freedom'.

we cant have it all...i guess. 😐