U know why i can say all that stuff...

and still be ok with it....

coz all this has happened before....
then...it was way difficult....
and i never had 'time' to get over it...

21 years of it...and i hated alkuhul...

i would ve broken...then....
all this...

is just peeps making up 'words' to justify their 'taking'...

u can take all of that...
but i wont be stupid about it...

u took
be happy
i dint have anything to begin with 😀

further thoughts...

Pierre Pravin Bisen Thanks for the warm and encouraging words bro.. i just want to finish some work before venturing out again...
I want to put a structure and some logical links to explain this...cos like everything in life..it seems simple when done.
i want some things to be 'done' for all - like peeps can focus on different version of happiness - theirs.
Thanks again - will ping u within few 30-45 days.