i am yet to achieve anything i wanted...
i wanted a stable foundation - a solid 0...
which doesnt topple when any nobody somebody - walks by...
not money, not time - indestructible.
I have that.
Money is the next game.
The thing about this whole thing - the last 4 years...
is a lot like being high on alkuhul - of different kinds...
the hangover - just doesnt go...
any 1 who went akuma with alkuhul - knows... 😀
it takes few 3-5 times : to gain your 'spirits' back...
the final state - is not happiness...
but relief...
which somehow...feels better than happiness...