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Failed experiments : equality
My father made me as an experiment of 'equality'...
sibling equality
gender equality
ego/ respect/money/status bleh
1 of the most weird side effect of this ....
and coming from 0 background....
is having 0 ego...
it means .... i can somehow equatable and accessible to any 0..
habitus, familia - extended and frens - the ingrates which come with 'association' of any kinds - marriages/personal , professional/oppty/career path
it is a very weird situation to be in...
coz i really dint have to work hard...
logic is something 'natural' to me...
and we live in a world convinced - all are equal
dei and blah
we are not all equal.
we were not made equal
our paths - not same
the same realizations - appear 'egoistical' to my habitus..
coz as a ugly fatherless, directionless tool...they knew my inside out...
a purposeless broken life...
which is a recursion of society approval/page 3?
...i guess thats what my habitus thought...
but i really cared about dogs...anyone who needs help and is loyal...
not to me...
but to something...
ugly, hard realizations....
0 ego is a lost cause...
ego serves a purpose...
to save your time...
to make u purposeful...
coz every purposeless lusty drone out there...
is looking for drama...
and drama is sells....
thats why big boss is a hit
and 39 iq adrenochrome womanizer junkie gives ias drone brit history gyaan...
on kaun banega million-pati..
koi nahi 😂
further thoughts...
the best way is realize equality is in thought, discovery and access to it.
work skill abilities and things 1 loves to do - those are discovery...
else its just a monkey trying to ape another...
being human and intelligent : only makes it look stupid..
purpose is much bigger than love of money page 3 etc...
it is something which aligns your night sleep etx...
i hope these baldies and 'helpful' peeps find theirs... 🙂