It was like witnessing gwen stacy fall...
...i wasnt a spiderman..just a movie goer.
....last few months at google.
I guess what veronica and probably even me - misunderstood....
why i would 'bet' for her - help her. keep shut and all.
I dint have to gain - anything. Work was not being 'credited' to me...infact, quite opposite...
amit made sure - even a teeny tiny 'sentence' was being 'relayed' back to him...via remote control turds and veronicas..
It has confused me for some time now...
limits of 'nice'...
or why didnt i say 'no'.. to her or anyone really...
i was being treated as 'delusional' - became clear by peopleops and 'detective' dei merit peeps - even after an official doctor routine check.
I thought of us being 'partners'
...have to be in 'sync' to work productively.
certain amount of synergy is needed in that
Certain conversations became necessary...after i heard the nobel line of corp hookups - delivered in google gravitas by amit kumar in a staff meet.
...........
"Me and my wife live live brother and sister."
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all hahahaha!
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I just asked her if i heard what i understood...
and she did confirm the 'intent'...
that lead to more conversations - of weird kinds...
so even this 'confusion' of 'know of personal lives' - kinda gAmit's glory.
but what started happening afterwards...
was just weird...
it was a closeted narcissist playing victim of society...personal life, values and ....well...associations.
I dont really have any 'moral' thing..but what became clear...
being a listener...made me an empath...
and we became a weird empath - narcissist team..
my choices...none..
point it out...and become marked as non - harmonious...delusional...agressive...un productive..maybe perv?
courtesy another veronica - who failed "
pervy 5 foot army clerk spawn deservingly seperated lives of fathers clerk glory gmeet=onlyfans with less choices desperate"
veronica
so really - cant say 'no'...gVeronica gets angrie : tells daddie...whole drama and all...
the didi did what any muhulla level didi would do in teenage : to get attention of the sigma boi...ran that 2 bit algo.
was i at google : it felt like a unnamed street in some resettlement colony of some ancestral undeserved land of bihar/kolkatta.
competing with a drunk ciagra led sigma/bar owner humping his way to sigmaness..
relativity of fall...
i fell out of shmekles...
she fell out of innocense..
weirdly mocking each other...proud of our 'wins'...
but i really wasnt proud..just working...and even that offended her...
i just saw the gradual fall of 'innocence'
by sigma sensei know of iphone 56 who cant even hold charge for 5 minutes now. 😀
further thoughts...
it was like watching a veronica replay at google...
well - i was an amit 1ce too - better 1....that was teenage...
hence this high school drama - thing...
which is better than 'leadership' at google - imho
the guy was encouraging veronica - to do instagram with customers and all...
iphone 56 : teaching this to 'daughterly' things...
felt so old and obsolete...this bihar boi modern thing - doesnt make sense to me.
the delusional perv thing - i guess thats what sells when 50 iq ciagra led drama crating 60s greats run leadership .... punkab ki kiran and up ka steve jobs - mitesh
no defense, no evidense..
just a meeting screwed up - and any veronica would lap up to daddie and say - stuff...anything really...
and all dei peoplops - unable to 'discuss' this.
genius right?