i Happiness Vs Society approved age/money 'expectations'

Kallege : 99-200x
a tankful of gas
cost : Rs 100? ( i never got to that 'full', half felt 'full' 😀 )

Pro life:
start:
Rs 20k?
felt 70K would be 'awesome'

jumps, switches...
70K inhand took ~5 years
1L PM was the 😍

seemed like it...

stability:
money became easy, but 'time' and 'problems' seemed more..
driving...became a happy time which can be had till..
a new car...helps...

i hoped stage 2 would get over...
but stage 2 is an all consuming ego loop..
where 'food', or easy availability of it...
seems to 'expose' the 'sigmas' - all around...

....it never was getting 'better'..

in hindsight, $$ had a 'power'...
an invisible power of 'snake' which corrupts the surroundings...

peeps become part of matrix...consumed by it...
its purpose - living via them

smart educated peeps - consumed in 'modern' and 'progress'

society - habitus - cars - clothes

all snakey, no purpose but to 'compete' and 'win'..
cox the 'unknown' is 'scary'..

and the known 'nice' is easy to 'win' on.

global society and religions...everywhere.