Those are the true 'odds' at play at this googley levels...
i aimed for boring life....
but destiny/fate...
and choices...
it is a wild ride...
that would explain the gratitude and 'beliefs'...
coz these 'odds'...take u to depths of darkness...
where 1 wins...only when he bares it all...
to himselves...
then, and only then....choices emerge...
googlie 1s...
else its just page 3 tooty frooty kewl tail waggin life of upper echleons of incremental modernism - modern complaince of 'high societia' - openness, incremental perversion...
and if u reach the 'top' - u must ignore - epstein island and ll the general stuff i bleh about... 😀
further thoughts...
all this : lessons....
only if i would ve believed the joker...
i do - now