My subservience to capitalism really started with loss of my father -2003...
the same year i planned to stay in ashram, drop a year, get some treatment and prepare for iit mtech...
but then indi male duties are prewritten
fathers' duties are very much passed on to son
with little prep...
so bandaging to work, interviews and all...
computers became my god and savior
the only thing which doesnt care for 'material' just logic
thats like 20 years of being target practice for peeps...
money was there...but needs of many, override the plans of 0
i ve seen veronicas everywhere...
it is not really a hidden thing...
spiritual veroincas
manager veronicas
and phd veronicas
surviving between 4 black holes - is work of god
gVeronica can breathe easy...
she dint really loose,
the target was just too 'damaged' 🙂