The most devilish trick by all religions...
1 should 'suffer' his 'sins'
society demands it - kinda feeds of it..
and sometimes, we do convince ourselves that we cant be 'forgiven'...
for the original sin...we dont have any 'scale' of self loathing 1 inflicts on 1selves
despite all the syd imaginary story i tell u peeps...
i really liked the idea of 'noogler' period...
it is a period of 6 months...when you kinda enjoy and immunity..
every1 thinks of you as 'new' - u ll do screwups...
there is wisdom behind it...
lots of it...
when some1 does a 'mistake' for 1st time...
is it really a mistake?
extend the same idea of '1st mistakes'/noogler period to human growth..
i think puberty is the age when real life noogler period starts
9+ classes i think - in indian/brit way of 'know'...
and thats when the brit mastery really starts putting on the pressure..
make hard choices...streams
then all the bleh blah of 'life is competition'
board exams and whatever professional stream it offers...
and these are the times - mistakes would be made...
no noogler period in real life...
brit way of education is really designed to break you ...
bit by bit...
paying you for it by imaginary $
till u either become a sigma baldie - living teenage in 50s
or
a veronica - who never really gets respect...just side mentions of it.
the cost of 90s intelligence - is to be paid now.
further thoughts...
scale of it...and the general trait of hindu.exe : share know who shows respect...
made the 33 degrees plan of intellectual conquest quite challenging to brit masters..
in 'developed' world - education is expensive. a chance to join 'society' starts with a student loan : ensuring subserviance / compliance of baldies/the baphomet struct
in india, education is cheap - umpteen colleges.... kinda inverted brit masters expectations there - hence 0s like me...
they exist, too egoistic. but they are there. 😀