My weirdness has historical roots...
most of the time in last few years went into dichotomy of making peace with what my mind told and what the 'voice' dictated
i do have a silent voice in my head..
i think most people do, but its silenced as they age..
its called maturity
I liked fighting games
for years to follow, would make him a 'man' of anarchy...
chaos chooses its leaders...
he became committed, enraged enough to learn 'urdu'...
just to have that 'kick' of final 'word' 😂
it all worked...
but time passed...
my dad was born...
and this was rajiv gandhi era...
where shashi tharoors were incubated
he 'dint like' his fathers' ways...
and he could not stand the sight of 'blood'...
something which my grandfather reveled in..
but times were different
law was becoming 'norm'..
and grandfather too set in his ways...
there was a very apparent divide...
which remained till their last days...
...genius skips a generations they say....
...rage seems to also follows the same...
ancestral karma : thats my personal take on it...making sense of it...
understanding and dealing with it.
relative poverty dint make sense to my grandfather : for he 'took' what he saw...if its an abdul, then it was a 'surity' 🤣
his ways became burdensome for my future sarkari job aiming dad...
progress...
and hence my dichotomy...
the part which i hid, was ashamed of...
is now my strength..
coz 'time' seems 'right'
....i am sharing this...darker part...
coz it wont matter how 'nice' you are
or even rich or 'pull' you have...
mobs dont have identity...
there are no laws where no 1 testifies...
and 'laws' : they are illusion when the final supreme intellect is slow and 'genius'
prevention is better than cure...
show of strength is enough....to keep 5 foot pathans at bay..
be intelligent and subtle about it...
and be ready...
coz being ready is cheap.
tx
// i hope this is dismissed as delusional codeparity 'taquiyya' 🤣
and for gods' sake : dont resort to 'caste-ism' : for u ll be toast : its pure division
further thoughts...
$/Oil : 2 forces which form this 'modern' world
$/white : controls intellect and progress - ww wars
Oil/green : creates conditions where white.exe plants superiority bleh blah..
they both work in tanden : serve the 33 deg masonic intelligence : the ones who claim to know 'progress' : wef c40 etx
london : has a mayor who heads c40 and is silently leading london's new color
taquiyya : is true as time.
it serves a purpose
destroy and create : baphomet
destroy : green
create : white
yellow : is just fodder in this 0 bc game.
as this force $/Oil fades : understand its desperation for this 'invisible' force which creates demand for it : creates gmos, sells water and vaccines
green.exe : last resort
the time tried 'free' soldiers
and this time : they do have tech and 'time' : telegrams and snapchaties
think like max 60 iq : not much..
numbers...things which can be 'used'
and u ll be set.