All the bleh blah i posted...is a live way of dealing with 'choices'

past choices - haunt
if ego is big, ppl double down...
hiding their failure in world...
worst - to themselves..

money, fame, alkuhul and all those things - do help...
to escape the analysis of a choice..

an understanding, when denied - repeats itself
the illusion of 'success' in past

people start making their 'truth' and memories do align...
too much to analyse, a pareidolia of pick and choose of frames.

right now, lots of my 'habitus' - is focussed on 'denying me'
rather than 'allowing themselves' 😂

it is a bit deep - to come from me...
but 1ce you realize 'time' is the true capitalistic currency...

the gestalt changes - the priorities and values become clear.

oh it goes on for years... i think that is the real loss in professional/personal sigmaness - time stolen away - by a brand.

further thoughts...

and yet.... i have more googleys...
weather is muggy...but nice...so ...why not? 😃