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Feeling guilty : #Unkle_comics
This is a weird time in unkle comics. Guilt seems to be the primary emotion.
gAmit : Guilty of making promises and delivering a lot of them
gVeronica : Accepting an offer of lifetime lurv - togetherness : good things.
It is quite intense when weekend fun strats planning good times, turn into a lot of 'doubts'.
gAmit : convinced in his mind that gVeronica is going to leave him
gVeronica : is different now.
She seeks different.
Alkuhul doesnt seem kool anymore.
Parties seem to tire her.
Her priorities are different.
No one knows - trends/relationships/fashion...they all change.
gAmit and gVeronica talk, but lot is unsaid.
The gPhone password is known to gAmit, yet the phone seems his biggest enemy.
Whenever gVeronica takes it away, demons appear in his mind
gVeronica senses it...she tries her best to assure him.
yet doubts remain.
it is like an unspoken word
gAmit is nostalgic of trips and all the vows which they made to each other....families and future.
subtly reminding her of the 'words' she said and what they mean - religion is holy.
Yet, it seems 'words'.
Eyes - giving away the fear...
That is why, gAmit and gVeronica are made for each other.
They both lurved..
maybe kind of lied to themselves of the reasons..
maybe gAmit planned this lurv
...based on how it would look - money society etx
and gVeronica did the same .
..it looked good.. and it is...it was.
Maybe this is it. a happy ever after.
but doesnt feel like it...
does it?
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Unkle comics seem to be resonating with few individuals - such sorry state is highly regretted : gAshish feels guilty too 🙂
further thoughts...
Logically - gAmit being 10 years older, veteran, leader, sigma, rich and all - who kinda 'strategized' this lurv : should not be giving any guilt gyaan
but vows/promises : are not logical.
gVeronica : made a lot of vows too. She ll keep this - family and money : are too real for already rich peeeps.
rich and pretty peeps vows/promises have a physical property - societal equivalence.
Vows are meant to be made and honored with equals - money/looks etx.
i think they taint a soul. Forgetting them seems easier, and every1 tries but they are like xombies too - they keep coming back
Some vows are tainted from start -Lurv
Cost of lurv : in 3d money is quantifiable
every weekend needs to be 'something' : finding calm needs to be advertised, togetherness : parties, smiles and all.
cars, dresses, perfumes, trips, investments etx
too bad when the salary money seems 'uncertain' ...
the taj mahal of corporate convenience and perception : rarely last long ...
betting against all odds here - for lurv!! 🤣
gAmit doesnt want to look like a luser in 50s
the repute : is priceless
master of psy op : the long list of Veronicas...
"but this 1 was the prime" - he keeps telling them...the 'needyness' is stinky
the pain...the helplessness..
time...years of it...only makes it difficult.
the comics are boring and frankly - mindnumbingly predictable for me..
sure - a lot of feelies may likey it, live it, find excuses ...
but thats past - 4 years
i dont live there.