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In hindsight... wars raise your game...
this is how...just a software engineer...
was made to question himselves.... what he really stands for...
an oath - taken at wessee / navy job...stuck with him
the rs 5 milky tea in 2004...started my career
it never failed me - that oath and values
and it wont, ever
gratitude to the country
to the values
to the challenges
looking back, i am more proud of this journey, that those googley experience and money
a 0 is better off, rather than wasting time/life with genius.
karma has to be balanced..
and hell, i ll balance it.
further thoughts...
this was 4 years back...
it did lit a fire...
delusional, disturbed, isolated and questioning my sanity...
my 0 was 'decided' for me...
a 'target' was selected.
bounty was made...and it was distributed...
this happened in first few months itself...rest 23 months of it - not a day without a googley...
fire ...is one of the primitive forces...gaslighting at google levels..did raise an exception...
something weird was born....
tested by veronica and their 'lures'...vetted by 'engineering genius'
it is a catch 22...
since its was 'resolved' and agreed between orakle and google - settled too..
then this is quite harmless ?
googley much?
its a check mate of sorts - sensei baldie doesnt 'interpret' well - so have to be 'verbose'.
this move - is called
'jo ukhaad sakta hai, ukhaad le' - in delhite' slang.
aka
'give it your best shot'
i used it quite a lot with gPappus. they barked to sensei and got their biscuit.
who gives them biscuits now?