I actually understand veronicas - they just 'feel'...
it is a spiral of feels - like any 'choice' starts
addiction is just not substances or hobbies..
some addictions are psychological...
'approval' - the best word to describe it
a sensei approval - is sacred
if sensei is false, then is the pupil accountable for learning?
the choice.
i know mine - is is weirdly predictable
perceptions changed, intents dint.
values - those remained constant.
for me.
further thoughts...
if the sensei - decides the paycheck...the perception and some trade secrets..
then really - veronica doesnt have a choice..
father figures - they have a way with 'feels' - slowly and slowly veronicas get alienated from real...
real becomes irritating...
nice becomes default...
1 hour of sensei father figure...a whole day is worth it..
afterall sensei father figure has so many veronicas to attend to...
i am chosen - a veronica - rest are betties...
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cute...and so 'nice'..
i know many alpha sigmas - they do laugh about and share tricks...
what do you think they do in sigma clubs - the oxitocin / alcuhul balancing competing hulks of glory/titles/cars?
yeah, not much diff from a teenage bois club - words are polished, intents are not.
u develop some 'capacity' for alkuhul after 15 years of it...
baldies dont 😂 ... they do end up spilling a lot...
age loses means...
they talk a lot then...
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pld - pre lunch drinks - wesse...
... i had good mentors in all areas .