Personal 0
thats the most difficult yet most important 0 to discover
It is the most vulnerable/potent hack most 'friends/co-workers/leaders' look for.
Uglyness - seems to be in woke these days....
I have kind of lived 2 lives ...one before onset of family of 'auto/immune unsolvable disorders' and 1 after that.
The thing most pappus dont realize - this 0 was nothing.
my lowest estimate of my 0 was really in 2001- the lowest my personal 0 pointer went to - that time, it was kind of forced on me.
Now,
Some ppl may have overestimated 'gratitude' for subservient, even when i clearly said that I ll be 'gratuitous this year' in 2022
I knew.
I just wanted literal time to heal - literal
some ppl seem to have made bets, imaginary companies, imaginary youtube channels etc..
maun wrat/vanprastha - i really took it for 18 months ppl....
yeah real...
real 0 ppl as 'friends etc'.
that was my real 0
pappus can compete when they 'matchup' properly..
In arcade - skill matters - no reputations.
further thoughts...
short
ugly = tool for someone
difficult - yet, true as time itself - a biological hack. Nature's way of ensuring 'evolution'?
real = minimal...did little shoutin...and all 😀