I think it was the 'laughs'..
..which she could not 'hide'...
in meets...
in internal bleh...
when i kinda would ask an 'unanswerable' question to sigma..
gmeets - are kinda awesome...
i used to follow her up, to supplement 'tech' stuff
arabic to amit, but she listened..
and amit 'watched' her...
the eyes...giving away the 'focus'...
sometimes...she ll try to help - mouth it..
and most times...
gAmit kinda went on a sigma 'monologue' of strategie and names dropping of inportant people and 'steps'
...all high tech iphone sales istyle!!
oh we both listened...waiting to undo the poker face...
but she couldnt help the 'smiles' 😀
or wits..
and intonation...
something similar happened before a big meet!!
i was kinda told a day before
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by 'concerned peopleops betti'
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"there is no need for you to - worry"
she tried to be real 'googley' about it..
- i just bowled her back - 'how would u know? u ever did engineering'? 😂
the gVeronica was kinda 'nervous'..needed dobbie to be there.
this was important..
so gAmit calls in a "strat/role play kinda" gMeet..
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we did the deck - all nice and prim prom..
she presented that...in this gMeet..
with gAmit...acting all sensei with industry lead pappus...
doing the sensei shtick - of rearranging 'slides' on strategie !!
order -
sigma leads - gAmit is afterall pretty to men!! too
Industry lead pappu - to back it up...
then 'regional lead pappu' - gveronicas' inter boss
and then my "lead"
- the original orakle fish of punjaabi kinds...cheap lolipops of names and well sorries!
..
gVeronica - was to lead intos...
i was a watcher..
who was not to be 'directly addressed' to ...
royality...and dobby...
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this meet was off...i sensed that...after doing some typical font stuff.
gVeronica chimed in....
just to check in....
maybe to check the feels..
i dint say much...
the next meet happened...
and she kinda 'cried' after it...couldnt explain it...
i dint know...
i knew...but i dint...
i couldnt 😐 her career and choice - were too real..
and i was clearly 'delusional' - i wanted to check 😁
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After Thoughts
Thoth:#1
gAshish dint realize the seriousness or gGravitas of it...
till she kinda doubled on with the 'creep' and other 'nice' things to make life with gAmit or whatever corp ladder..success happened..
gAshish had work...too much stuff..well - jobless and a hand which barely works..
this rich peeps complicated stuff...never made sense to dobbie..
dobbie works - for food...and kid...and dogs...not that 'prime' class 😁
Thoth:#2
these stories - imaginary 1s ...
are a way to finish the 'stack'...
it helps...journaling is a very effective way to check self bias...
for paw - it became compulsory...i dint know i was liked that much 🤣