Purpose and Money
purpose - is a transient need on different layers of existence
paying fees, bills - to achieve a purpose of a lifestyle, expectations
it seems like once you know the 'purpose', money is what realizes it.
Is it so simple?
For paw, it seem the most complex debugs in life
Purpose and staying true to it
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whether its a startup, professional task or even relationships
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they all serve a purpose
Simple?
far from it
at needs level - food, different kinds
clothes, brands
fame
acquired relationships
page 3 promos
...they all take a life of their own...a purpose of their own
A feeling of page 3 - becomes a
'Need'
Vs
'Want'
=>fame overtaking purpose.
In real world, it means actions and time
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dedicated and intended on realizing this 'want'
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movie stars/celebs : validating 'fame' and overwriting purpose
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inspiring role models.
addiction?
a want?
a need?
or means to earn money becoming a purpose stronger enough than 1's will
or
1s purpose?
There is a reason i am delusional ..
it is things like this....
and it seems better to this 0, paw
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cox purpose and happiness
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they seem intermingled in twisted ways
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forcing choices - creating karma
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in 3d and invisible
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the endless dance or rebirths
till 1 finally realized the purpose?
it is endless - time is illusion...
a birth or 2 - can be spent on lust/ego...
death is a reboot - remember?
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//as soon as i start putting together 'religion of CodeParity' , it seems like abstract thoths keep coming up
automated import. If something looks out of place, check the orig linkedin post
After Thoughts
Thoth:#1
it just feels like a 'regret' - knowing purpose and not acting..
hence this total dislike to g pappus and all
a memory - trashy/unpurposeful - wasteful, intended on page 3, self riches and deprivation of others
a difficult debug - a real 3d world where 1s purpose becomes a problem for baldies
scared in soul - scared of being alone...scared of end.
a life of fear - not achieving, and losing at any time.
Thoth:#2
old people and regrets...
something we forget when we are young...
purpose ignored becomes a regret...
talk to someone in their last days....and 1 may realize what pains them...
it is not the physical pain...just few regrets and few wishes - of doing things in different ways...
money doesnt seem to help then.
Thoth:#3
this thoth arose from 'act of judgement' - which we all do, but cant say - an unconscious act of self preservation, safety.
emotional, physical, future - fear which drives and overrides 'intents' and hence purpose.