Sharing some closing thoughts on nearing the end of 0 journey.
When it started - i was absolutely clueless.
It dint make sense.
All i needed was emi and whatever familia required + 30k personal allowance
It was always there - from my first job.
Dad's hard work - did persist in material form.
In G, things are supposed to be 'secure'.
have to be - thats how people are able to innovate.
else, it is just survival.
I 'assumed'.
People getting paid more than enough, should make them feel 'secure' and do the duty - to every 'brand' they take from.
Corona, made things absolutely impossible.
People, hiding behind screen
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doing the most 'illogical', yet inhumane things
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with fruity words and straight face.
I never encountered such beings. It was delusional - the peak of human intellect.
Thats like abnormal on psychological level.
Rationality, logic
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never had a chance with baldies
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thats not what their 'hiring' and leadership was based on.
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It was based on 'leverage'
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the indian version
The 'things' which make people say yes - all kinds
Specially the CIO kinds
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the ones who are supposed to be 'logical' yet are 'stars' of cio magazine
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the creme da creme of peeps who were never engg enough to code
Just fanbois of kamputer engineering klub
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of income, employment and a chance of escaping a country
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which humbles them by nos of engineers.
So i tried - doing what a 'provider' is supposed to do.
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calculated the 'money vs time' thing
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how much betti 'needed' vs 'wanted' (she wanted a jeep, few foreign instagram posts, god of ai status - a lot of things. She was born better than me)
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the kid - his needs
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dogs..
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what i really wanted to do...
It came out to be a viable sum.
a quantified 'time' to bear baldies and all the familia stuff....
this 0, was quite bloated....computed quite a lot...in time and 'attention' and $$
the 2 years - a debug of 0.
which u now see realized.
the algos - are hard truth.
it happened for a 0
- i think this is a 'corner' case - may not happen to anyone.
But would happen to anyone - if he doesn't 'understand'
Victimness - is the fashion.
automated import. If something looks out of place, check the orig linkedin post
After Thoughts
Thoth:#1
a veronica/betti logix - i am better - i make the world go around. All peeps - nice to us. So i = better
A surname - is just a validation - a 'boundary' which this matriarchy of society - has been holding them back with...the kid (which they want) - but it should not mean 'leadersheep' kudos..
baldies know this - amits know this.
The father figure - vella of grade 1 with all the 'time' and wisdom...
has incentive - a worshipper in many ways.
a suv, few amits, a title, some recognition - of finally becoming a prom queen in professional life.
The nerd girl prototype and baldie relation..
G enius all around.
Thoth:#2
If any CIO feels offended or 'better", will be putting up 'blah blah hours' to do free consulting.
Free - my kind - it should be fun, if there is no $$. I like humoring CIOs - anywhere.
Thoth:#3
oh - i dint apply to G - they sought me out.
It seemed good - money vs time thing
i was never really G desperate - all those startups i lost time on.