I actually understand veronicas - they just 'feel'...

it is a spiral of feels - like any 'choice' starts

addiction is just not substances or hobbies..

some addictions are psychological...

'approval' - the best word to describe it

a sensei approval - is sacred

if sensei is false, then is the pupil accountable for learning?

the choice.

i know mine - is is weirdly predictable

stupid in 2022
delusional in 23

...brave in 24

perceptions changed, intents dint.

values - those remained constant.

for me.

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After Thoughts

Thoth:#1

if the sensei - decides the paycheck...the perception and some trade secrets..

then really - veronica doesnt have a choice..

father figures - they have a way with 'feels' - slowly and slowly veronicas get alienated from real...

real becomes irritating...

nice becomes default...

1 hour of sensei father figure...a whole day is worth it..

afterall sensei father figure has so many veronicas to attend to...

i am chosen - a veronica - rest are betties...

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cute...and so 'nice'..

i know many alpha sigmas - they do laugh about and share tricks...

what do you think they do in sigma clubs - the oxitocin / alcuhul balancing competing hulks of glory/titles/cars?

yeah, not much diff from a teenage bois club - words are polished, intents are not.

Thoth:#2

u develop some 'capacity' for alkuhul after 15 years of it...

baldies dont 😂 ... they do end up spilling a lot...

age loses means...

they talk a lot then...

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pld - pre lunch drinks - wesse...

... i had good mentors in all areas .