bajwas, mitesh ramdas malhotras of the world are meant to do what they are doing - steal, lie, cheat - oracle, hcl are known to produce "intellectuals"

"leaders", googlers and "role-models" - for weak willed, unskilled, greedy - future newbie alfreds.

The essential part of last 18 months was - i did not want to deal with these ppl

degrades my life
fighting with pigs in mud
for money, fame - 2 of the most limiting things when u want to work
a general assault on physical senses of sight, hearing and 'logic'

=>lose time and energy - genius level tail wagging comps.

the "brand" is mud now. Google will be going downhill from now on - eu/brics ...u ll see.

I ll do my part - the mail has all the names, verbal lying recordings and a lot of "other stuff"

so lets be done with "genius booglers" - light that fire.

This is not new - the out of warranty oldies and their ego massaging alfreds have crossed my path, only to find out the significance of "Tanwar" 🙂

The game could have been over the day i resorted to lowest layers of existence - nihilism - i came from it.

Subtle things which you realize when u have outplayed it - the game is as good as the opponent - a defeat is a win if the opponent has skills which you admire - helps you imbibe them.

A game with fake leaders and their psychological/virtual/real offsprings has no win for me.

I took time to debug myself - last 20 years changed something in my psych, the silence which was there when i needed it, was not there.

I couldn't enjoy coding - my initial "feeling" when i chose CS as career.

The answer was much deeper and it took time.

Money perverted my motivations in ways that it was too subtle to debug.

It becomes difficult to pinpoint the reason - the tools, the ide, the os, or the hardware or me.

It took some time, and now we are back.

Lets play our own game now, shall we?

A win has a proud feeling to it - it feels pure, earned, innovative in some sense.

Codeparity "Paw" - u ll hear about it....maybe in next 6 months.

Money - is a tricky force - it can switch sides in most weird ways.

Thanks and TC.

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After Thoughts

Thoth:#1

if i "knock one out of the park"....which i am known to do "now and then".... it solves for itself 😀

Kind of doing an innovation++ here, a new product, with new "non woke" mannerisms, innovation in baldie teaching.....just too much...

becoming a side note in someone's "win" is really a good future...a joker would have liked a better origin story though....i liked being lazy way too much

Thoth:#2

oh - ratchet and sajwan - faced it partially

now it would be full on

become they guy who can take the first punch - street wisdom

i did. now my turn.