understanding - 'regret' and paying cost of it

zee kids... as i went through last years post... ..i can see how bitter i was...

yet : i dont feel regret for being - bitter...

it was the time...and the place of it.

actually...i confused a lot of people.. ...and a lot of people - tried to confuse me.

the regrets thing, is not new to me... ...i always try all permutations... with generous amount of time..

....just to not feel regrets in future...

sure i looked stupid and helpless at that time.. but - that was the 3d of it..

keeping a clean 'stack'...takes its toll - in ego and in time..

...yet : i feel - light and content ..

coz i fulfilled all my promises : even all made in 1999.

..honestly...i knew how amit would feel... and how veronica would feel about the hole situation...

it is hiding face : and playing - proud.

...this is end of few 26 years of learning for me.. ...and hence noeing : patience and stupidity : are time dependent 'judgements'

dey dont - matter.

but regrets do.😇